Monday, July 10, 2006

Who is She?


Who are you that I see?
She who did wrong.
Who goes beyond
Everything you ever were
What has become of the girl
I once knew
Because she is not you
She had passion and grace
But that look on your face
Tells me you are not she
The one this girl use to be
The laughter has faded
& feeling is numb
She wants to feel something
But it cannot be done
Speak to her
Tell her lies
As everything in her suddenly dies
Listen to her
Before thoughts overtake words
There's nothing left of her
It's all grey
Hardly anything at all to say
She's not herself
She's transforming into who they want
Comfort is still not found
Through it all she crawls
Because fear is what holds her down
The sound as people are talking all around
It's not heard
As she wakes at the beginning of her day
She thinks if only her mistakes
Could be taken away
Maybe it all could be different
Somehow she misses it
Her eyes do not show the life
The way it use to be
She wants to drive all night
& pleads to be free
From something in her life that cannot be seen
She has asked for forgiveness
But why won't it leave her mind
Show her a sign
Of what you want
Something that could be enough
To take away the hurt and pain
Who's to blame?
She isn't the same
Save her from this mess
She can't have anything less
You are the one that made
Her believe
That she could achieve
& feel everything
The one who danced with her in the rain
The one who would act insane
She used to care
She used to be there
For the ones she loved
But not anymore
She just doesn't seem to care
She's all used up
Nothing seems to be enough
Give her emotions back
Let her hear the thunder
What is this spell that she is under?
Who are you?
You shattered piece of glass
Why can't anything good last
Who is this lonely, sad girl?
That nobody wants around
Figure it out
They don't care about you
They make you act the way
That you don't want to
She thinks it's fun
Once the fun has begun
But after it all
She falls
Into a perilous guilt trap
Somehow it doesn't feel right
Maybe your up-tight
No wait, its not right
Then why does she feel comfort
In things that are not
Things that make her more lonely
Then ever before seen
It's cold and she shivers
Lost in lonely dreams
Hold her hand
Make her understand
Feel her pain
Don't leave her side ever again
She can't take the hurt
She hasn't been here
& she can't get back
The mistakes are clawing at the skin
You have witnessed a change of heart
& this is the part
Where it all fades to black
She can't change her life
She can't change where she's at
Nothing is there to save her
As she falls on her knees
She can't talk
Because the world echos
As she begins to fold
The pathetic state she has sold
Herself to
What is left?
Of the mess this girl is
Lifeless is what gives
The greyness to her skin
Save her from doing bad
In the comfort of sin
She's lost it
It's all gone
She doesn't want this
Life is not a game
There's a purpose
& who is to blame
Ourselves...for not trusting the truth
The root.
Of what this life is all about
Maybe doubt
Has overidden her mind
You sigh
She sighs
Both beats of the heart start to die
What a tragic disaster
If only they could come together
& go through it
They might come out
Without any doubt
& happiness could find
A true place in their minds & hearts
That they both could find new starts
Without the ways of the world
Because there is no comfort found
Only hearts being drowned
No sound
Save her
She can save you
Don't let it go on
When you know what to do
Her mind can't take anymore thoughts
Thinking has bruised her soul
She can't take anymore cliche monologues
She's cold and it's dark
Light the match
To give life a new start
This is not the end
It is only a part
Who is this lonely girl I see?
& why is she staring
Right at me?

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

wow natasha... wow. I feel the emotion, genuine emotion. Thats poetry...

July 10, 2006 5:53 PM  
Blogger Sage said...

a poet I invited who lives in idiana and I believe went to the same skool as you frank.

July 12, 2006 8:46 AM  

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