Since You...

Do you lie awake at night.
Thinking about what is right.
Do you lie awake in the middle of the day.
Wishing everything would go away.
Because I do too.
I'm trying to stand.
But the world's upside down.
Everythings against me.
& I'm spinning around.
Since you decided to break my heart.
I've been slowly falling apart.
Since you decided not to care.
I expect you not to be there.
Spare me with your advice.
It's useless now.
I can't trust a liar, who I use to trust somehow.
As your seeing someone new.
Think of me and I'll think of you.
Remember everything we had.
& as you look back at your past.
It was I who tried to get it back.
Since you decided to walk away.
Remember I was the one who stayed.
Since you decided it wouldn't last.
Remember I was the one good thing in all of the bad.
Since you.
I'll never be the same.