Heer Me Oh Lucifer

when will you drop your weapons?

as the children of the world cry out peace,

why do you sow their lips shut?

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Yes, thats right I said it, peace.

why do you lick the wounds of the fallen with your acid tongue?

is it a joy that you seek?

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Here me out, father of lies,

I know you can read this,

and I know I am not much of a challenge,

But my daddy is

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He will slaghter you in the end as you have done to my brothers

His mercy is everlasting, yes, but you will not recieve it,

I feel for you Deceiver, for your fate is as grave as your fire is hot

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But why do you bind yourself with your carnalities and monstosaties?

Is it too hard to accept your fate?

Or is it more fun to kill the innocent as you suck on their entrails?

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You make me sick

a liittle gruesome yes... but think about what I'm saying... yes, just think.

gossiper

when it's all over, will you be glad?
will you be happy you treated people bad?

will you really be surprised that when you're in need,
no one jumps to help you. no one seems to heed.

your calling for someone but no one is there.
they seem to ignore you, this cant be fair!

remember the people you left in the dirt.
the way you treated them, no one deserves.

I know how you feel. you feed on their hearts.
You feel like you're better. thats how it starts.
I'm talking to you backstabbing backbitter.
You gossiping people that have no remorse.
you think they cant hear you? or they dont have friends?
That tell them whats being said when they're not there?
shame on you people that talk behind backs,
that flab your pie holes without holding back.
Get over yourself! you're not all that bad.
In fact you're misserable. I think its sad.
that all you have to make yourself feel good,
is others pain. I feel sorry for you.
It would drive me insane.
If all I did was say things,
that hurt someone else,
I would start taking a look at myself.

Mortal Conflict

Written 7-13-06

Why do I do the things I do
Thinking I’m always done and through
Realizing changes that need to be made
Watching them fall, crumble and fade
Regretting the thought to understand
Knowing Ill fall with nowhere to land
With steps not taken and words left behind
Loathing this war between my heart & my mind


Written 12-7-06

Once in deep darkness without any light
Hopeless and weak, feeling anger and spite
Standing here now, so much more I can see
Holding onto Him; its no longer just me
His promise gives comfort; yes I may fall
I can't be perfect, I'll never please all
But I'll never stop growing, or be without truth
As long as Hes with me in all that I do